Hello my blog, I am back with another incident from my life. Considering the fact that I am a boy my interest is a lot into girls.
I am a very simple boy, from a simple family & so I do all the convectional activities like boys usually do. I hang out with my friends on weekends. I drink beer as most of the boys of my age drink & I think beer is good to a certain limit. This particular statement can be generalized. We can say that every activity is good till a certain limit. I can also put it this way that excess of anything is bad.
So for now we will stick to beer. It is good till you have control over yourself & when it starts taking control over you, it becomes destructive.
So one day it did took control over me & my friend Vinni. We were at PVR, Priya complex. PVR priya complex is a good place to hang out. It is always crowded with people. People come there to watch movie in PVR cinema. They come there to spend good time with their friends in pubs & bars present in the complex. There are shops in the complex as well but they stay empty most of the time of the year.
Vinni came to my house to pick me up. He has a car. We both had decided to meet on that day for special reasons. Vinni had a breakup & I had my own reasons to be with him. I was in a more pitty state because I didn’t even had a proper breakup. My story with my so called special friend (who I loved) had ended without even a beginning. She had left me for some dumbass boy who she loved. So we drank & drank & drank for about an hour sitting inside Vinni’s car.
When you are sitting in a car & drinking you don’t realize how much beer you have had. It is only when you step out of the car and stand on your feet you realize how much did you drink today. So when we reached PVR complex, I got of the car stood on my feet & realized that I had a lot today.
Beer is something that intensifies your emotions. No matter how sad you are, after drinking it you feel as if you are on the top of the world. So, on that day it happened so that we were actually flying.
After shutting down the engine Vinni came out of the car. He looked at me & said ‘dude I am all set today now we will set random girls’. I looked at him & started laughing, that was a usual beer reaction as we call it.
We walked together through the market in front of the shops & reached the fountain. While walking in the market I was thinking about Gayatri (my special friend). I was silent & so was Vinni. Maybe he was also thinking of his recent breakup.
We sat on the pavement of the fountain facing the PVR cinema. I was busy thinking & was silent. Vinni broke the silence. He started speaking staring at the lamp in front of us. He said:
‘Dude I am done now...I can’t think more about this girl... I have been thinking continuously about this girl right from the morning... Why should I think of her... she doesn’t care about me...& I don’t care about her either...I am here to set random girls...& I will do exactly that...u never know Abhi ...maybe there is a girl in this market waiting to fall in love with us...I will try my luck today...we can easily find another girl...& this time I will try my best to find someone better than her....’
Vinni made it so easy for me to believe that I will be able to forget Gayatri just like that if I am able to find a new girl.
‘New girl’ the word repeated in my mind twice ...then next came...’new girl right now ...no way...I am drunk’.
The act of talking to a girl right now, was the last thing I wanted to do.
On Vinni’s mind, something else was going on. He popped up from his sitting position with full confidence on his face. He stood in front of me. He looked at me as if he was waiting for my approval. I didn’t wanted to go for sure. So I tried to change the topic. I said to him:
‘Yar Vinni do you know I have become a poet after Gayatri has left me’
He started laughing (usual beer reaction)
‘ohhh... cool what poetry have you done’
‘do you want to read it right now....I have it with me right now... stored in my cell phone’
I opened the poem & handed my cell phone to Vinni. He started reading the poem aloud:
“I may be rude, avoiding & shying,
But inside I am dying & crying.
‘Don’t come close to me’, you told me before,
‘you will be an ediot & nothing more’.
I tried not to fall in love with you,
But there was nothing that I could really do.
Your persona & beauty forces me to love you, even now,
I wish you could come back to me somehow.
Whenever I remember you now,
I realize I have lost something precious & I don’t even know how..?
I know, you will never come back to me, “stay happy wherever you are”,
This is only for you left in me.
I don’t meet, scrap, chat, message or phone you,
Because I want to stay away from sinking in the river of your thoughts which come to me whenever I think of you,
I know, I cannot run or hide from the feelings I have for you,
But I guess telling you everything that I had for you,
Is the best way that I can end whatever I had with you,
“STAY HAPPY ALWAYS :)....!!” PLZZ DONT REPLY....LOVE YOU ....ABHINAV...” ”
After reading the poem Vinni started laughing (usual beer reaction). He said the poem is good & it even rhymes. After saying this much he sat down back on the pavement.
